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เพื่อใคร...
ก็มันช่างว่างเปล่า ใช่ Super โคตรจะว่างเปล่า !!
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แถมตายไปเปล่าๆไม่ได้เกิดอะไรกับใครทั้งนั้น
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ขอบใจนัท Natz ^O^ ที่อยู่เป็นเพื่อนจนดึกดื่นนะจ๊ะ
ทั้งๆที่ง่วงนอน
ขอโทษที่ทำให้ห่วงนะจ๊ะ
ฝากขอโทษดลด้วยที่เกือบทำให้ต้องนั่งอยู่เป็นเพื่อนจนเกือบเช้าทั้งคู่
(นัทไม่นอนดลก็ไม่นอน..ทำบาปเพื่อนจริงๆฉัน >"< )
แล้วก็ขอโทษอีกที(เยอะจังคำขอโทษ)ที่...แหะๆบอกว่าจะพักตั้งแต่ตี4
ฮาๆ..จนถึงป่านนี้ก็ยังไม่ยอมไป จุ๊บๆ^^
เหอๆ...สะโหลสะเหล ~~!
Inconsistent !!
ร้องไห้อยู่หรอ...หัวใจ... หัวใจจี้เจ็บจังเลย...
ต้องทำยังไง...
ร้องไห้ทำไม นั่นซิร้องไห้ทำไมนะ ก็จี้เองที่เป็นคนผิดนี่นา
น้ำตา...หัวใจจี้ก็กำลังร้องไห้ล่ะ ทรมานจังเลย
เหมือนคนจมน้ำล่ะ....หายใจไม่ออก.....
นายคงไม่เข้าใจซินะ..คงไม่เข้าใจในตัวผู้หญิงคนนี้
ขอโทษนะ จี้พูดว่าขอโทษอีกแล้ว จี้ได้แต่พูดว่าขอโทษอย่างเดียว
แต่รู้มั้ยจี้น่ะ ปวดใจทุกครั้งที่เห็นนายต้องเหนื่อยใจเพราะจี้โดยที่จี้ทำอะไรไม่ได้เลย
จี้เริ่มรู้สึกแล้วล่ะ รู้สึกแล้วว่าเพราะจี้เองที่ทำให้นายต้องเหนื่อยใจ
 จี้จะทำยังไงดี จี้รักนะ รักจริงๆ
แต่ถ้ายังเป็นอยู่แบบนี้นายก็จะต้องเหนื่อยใจเพราะจี้อีก
ทำยังไงดี...ต้องทำยังไง
ดูๆไปแล้วมันเทียบไม่ได้เลย..ความรักที่จี้มีให้นายมันเทียบไม่ได้กับความรักที่นายให้มา
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 Have a NICE day
ยอม
Sadness !!
I have cried; I have been sad. Every one has!! Once, I fell down and I thought I couldn’t move on. So, I didn’t do anything to make things better. I just cried, I chose to be with the sadness. ‘Till one day when I was crying, I wiped my tears and they wetted my fingers then I noticed that I’m still alive. Even though I blundered, even though I fell, I’ll probably not die; I’m still not dead; I’m still breath. So, I got over it I went back to the same spot to start over again. Although I always lose, even if I never win but I won’t give up anymore. No matter how many time I have to restart, but I’ll find out one day. One day will be mine !! After that I think I can face any problem. Of course I may cry sometimes but I refuse to be with sadness. Because I know tomorrow, my day will come.
Once in human lifetime, you must be a loser. Everyone’s failed sometimes. The sadness keeps crawling and covering you. The sadness damages your feeling but remember one thing !! There’s nothing can hurt you as much as you hurt yourself. If you are hurt by something or someone, you are crying, disheartened only because you willingly take the pain. That’s mean you have to release yourself from the sadness, throw it away and move on.
Life, it should be lived following your destination. It will go and end at where-ever, but whatever it'll be, one also should go on till you arrived. At the end, if it's not worthwhile, but it's also good that at least you can remember that once you'd ever progressed so. May be someone up there; someone in heaven designed for us, to prove us that aren’t we strong enough, aren’t we worth enough to be alive.
This writing for people who’s sad and weak to cheer you up !! Actually, there’s something that I have leant from the sadness. It is if you brave enough to face your sadness, to face your fear. One day you will WIN.
A needle in the ocean...Even though I've done everthing for you,however much.
There are just seem to be non-exist for you, you never felt about it.
Whatever I've done just faded away. And I am disheartened for a long time.
Do you know It's tormenting that I must do everything to get your heart.
That's being too bottomless beyond one's means. May be I should give up and walk away.
Because I'm really tired by loving you.
Although I have to finding a needle in the ocean,
how hard it is, at least I'll find it out.
But to looking for your love in your mind.
It cannot be found..... Because it doesn't has, because your love is unreal.
Because it's just a lie.
Seasons Change ~•  If we compare that with our lives,
the moments when we're ovewhelming.
Are just like the seasons, seasons that would end up very brightly.
The day when our hearts are broken,
from disappointments that we are unable to accept.
It is normal that we should be anxious,
around the time when something has changes.
And if on one of these days, our hearts are hurt as if storm is coming at you.
Tell ourselves that the pains will disappear one day.
No difference from what we've been witnessing every season.
Just put up with the time when it is drizzling.
It at least enables us to see the differences.
By the time the rain has subsided,
the sky will brighten up and make us realize.
To what extent it is worthwhile to be awaiting.
But do not fear when the heaven is not on our side.
And do not think that this is our last day.
The tears that flow down will dry up one day.
If we have not experienced pain before, we will never actually enjoy happiness.
 Subject of endurance O.o Sometimes you maybe bored with me, sometimes I may throw temper;
Sometimes it may grow into a big issue.
Sometimes you don't want to talk to me,
sometimes you may start to be indifferent;
And I don't know who had gone wrong and where.
We have temper that differs occassionally;
we have whatever conflicts with each other;
We always have our own manners. We cannot be the same.
We being ourselves, we won't change ourselves,
we being the ones that each of us had chosen.
We maybe angry with each other often;
we are not in the different sides, aren't we?;
then just adjust oneself a little.
We're still have each other, can you remember that?
When we quarrelled, almost to death, I still remains want to be with you...
There's no love anywhere that's good everyday.
The longer it is, the more issues it had to go through;
Issues that came to scrutinise, came to to test one's feelings,
as to whether one's love is solid and true.
If we'd learnt the subject of endurance,
if we can surmont and accept everything;
If we're confident that our love is true, then everything would be secured ...
If you had forgotten that you had someone,
then remember that you always have me and I love you ...
The oneSo many times I saw you, you were being start new relationship with someone else.
How many times have I had to swallow (my pride) because I'm willing to love you still.
You said you seriously in love with me, another person has nothing.
You gave me peace of mind, but it wasn't easy at all.
If you were the person that I had recently known.
The connection still wouldn't be deep enough, where if it hurt,
it would be enough to just cut out the feelings and walk away.
But being as honest as you can be, is it possible for you to have just me?
Please don't do anything that would break my heart.
Because my love needs only one person, and my love is only for you.
Have some compassion, I want to beg of you from my heart.
I don't want to be like this,Can I be the only one you love?
Because being this way hurts, I don't know what to do.
I ask of you, please don't be with anyone else.
The truth is that I still hurt, it hurts me more than anyone in all of time,
to strain my whole heart like this.
Have you ever thought of how it affects a person to have their feelings thrown away.
Don't hurt me...with your words of "You are the one"...anymore.
What would you say ?
You came and made my heart beat faster. The more I know you the more I like you, the more I like you the more I get scared, you know honey. Sometimes you're the right one, sometimes not. It looks like you feel the same but sometimes it seems like you don't. It's hard to guess what you're thinking, I have no clue to your thoughts. Please don't, I beg you; don't make my heart waver. Just tell me straight if you love me like I love you then we can work this thing out.
Love has pierced my heart, I try to pull it out but it won't go. Don't make me hope if you don't love me one bit. If I have misunderstood, I take no responsibility. You always make me believe; if I wanna be with you what would you say?
•● Impossible ●•
I love you so much, I won't let you go.
I'll keep you with me, don't go with other.
But however much I hold on to you. In the end it will be empty.
Because my heart was very tired. Doesn't like the heart that is waiting to leave.
When you intend to abandon me.
Even if I had a thousand hands, I wouldn't be able to do enough to keep you.
I've just found out how exhausting it is.
I have only two hands to stop you who have many hearts.
To get you to stay with me alone.....
Questions !!  I don't want to answer the questions that everyone asked me.
Why did you leave me? why?
Everybody knows that I love you so much
but why in the end we broke up.
To be honest, I already forgot it, I don't care.
If it's a terrible time, I won't remember it.
I chose to remember only this,
only the good moments I had with you...
...How happy I was when you cared about me.
How we loved each other in the past, how did we meet.
If they ask me how much I love you,
If they wanted to know why, that's what I'm going to answer.
But I don't want to remember the day that we broke up.
 I will treasure your smile, keeping it in my heart.
I will remember that you once loved me.
I will keep your love, keep it like this.
It's so meaningful.
The day that you went away....I don't want to remember.
Very strong isn't it, Jijie ?  It's late already .. chase myself to go to sleep.
Stop confusing myself for once; why got all muddled up?
It's late aleady ... in a moment I would also get used to it; it would also pass by.
Just sleep lonely by myself, without you as same as usual.
Don't know ... why I have to be weak.
Just accept that in the changes, I'll just don't have anyone.
Want to resist ... not letting the heart dim as the day turns dark.
But I don't know why I'm allergic to the nights everytime.
Changed from what I am during the day,
and turned into another person when the sky is getting dark.
Boasted and pretended to be strong but for not long;
I would also be unable to withstand it.
Very strong isn't it? During the day I pretended to be very strong.
Then why don't I relax, then why don't I sleep?
Very strong isn't it? Then why I have to be lonely?
Then why I have to suffer and endure, and be very worried?
One that is really strong shouldn't mind about it.
But why am I allergic to the nights like this?
 Stop it
When our love has ended, I have to let go. Or you just pity or just wishing you best.
The word "I wish you were here" today, does not matter even you say it thousands of time.
If what you say is not true. So what's the point of saying it.
Will you just give me a break.
Don't say that you still care about me. Don't wanna hear. Why do you say that.
When you're leaving anyway. I got that straight.
If what you say is true. Come back to me then. Can you do that?
If you can't do what you say, just say nothing at all. 'Cause I know, it's a lie!
Could you just leave me alone. I am just the person who has been abandoned.
Just don't hurt me any longer. Please stop it.
Just Leave
Never  Sometimes you and me we might talk.
It seems like you have a feeling for me as each day passes by.
But I don't know why deep inside.
It's hurting and sensing the coldness.
What you've given me all these times.
Things that seems sweet, but turned out to be just an illusion.
You weren't being serious like how I'm being honest to you.
The longer this goes on, the more my heart acknowledge,
that I've never been a part of your life.
I've always been just somebody that doesn't exist,
in your dreams, just passing by.
It's only hurting when I know what I've always hoped for,
is just an imagination of a silly person.
It hurts like I'm about to die, but my whole heart still loves only you.
Thank You ( HBD Papa)I'd almost nearly missed the best thing in my life.
If during the days when I was falling,
I didn't had that one heart of yours.
My dreams would probably cease;
the various good things in my life would probably be impossible to find.
The one great encouraging heart ; I can't forget it at all.
Someday I may have to fall down again, who knows?
But if you are with me, then there's nothing to fear.
Some matters I may be able to tell you openly,
But there's another corner of my heart that I'd never told you.
Thank you for loving me,
thank you for the times that you embraced me,
During the days when problems came pounching upon me to bear.
Will repay the love that I'd received from you, by whatever ways.
Also knew well that's not enough, but I beg to make it the best.
Thank you for the love that can't be found anywhere else.
Will love you most adequately and beg to make it the best.
Don't you dareI just want to know if you're truely finished with her yet
I've never wanted to cause someone heartache
And you tell me that her and you has been over.
That you're never going to go back to her, then I should trust you.
I don't know what you're telling me is true or not,
but anytime that you heard something about her
it's like something seems to happen to you,
like this how can I trust you?
Well, are you brave enough to go back to see her with me ? To go and say...
...say that we're in love now, can you do it ?
Are you brave enough to go back to see her and confirm, confirm what you said
That you don't love her anymore, that's it's over between you, can you do it for me?
Are you brave enough to do it?
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ทุกวันนี้เหมือนทุกอย่างยิ่งห่างไกล
รู้มั้ยจี้คิดว่าเดี๋ยวมันก็จะดีขึ้น
อะไรต่อมิอะไรคงจะกลับมาเหมือนที่มันเคยเป็น
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รู้มั้ยความสุขอยู่ห่างออกไปทุกที
จี้เบื่อที่ต้องเป็นแบบนี้จังเลย
บางครั้งเพื่อให้ทุกคนสบายใจ
จี้ก็ต้องทำเหมือนว่ามีความสุขดี
เพราะถ้ามองดูจี้ทุกคนก็จะให้คำนิยามตัวจี้ด้วย "น้ำตา"
แล้วก็พากันพูดเหมือนกันหมดว่า "เลิกเศร้าเถอะจี้"
เฮ้อ ...จี้อยากตะโกนบอกไปดังๆว่า...
" จี้ก็ไม่ได้อยากเสียใจเลย จี้ก็อยากมีความสุขนะ "
ให้เวลาจี้บ้างได้มั้ย..
ตลกมั้ย จี้ต้องคอยนั่งปลอบใจคนอื่น..ทั้งที่ในใจจี้เจ็บจังเลย
ต้องคอยห่วงความรู้สึกคนอื่น...ทั้งที่จี้เองก็เสียใจไม่แพ้กัน
จี้ต้องยิ้มเพื่อที่คนอื่นจะได้สบายใจ
แล้วจี้ก็หาจุดที่ตัวเองจะมีความสุขไม่ได้
มันอยู่ที่ไหนนะ...เมื่อก่อนจี้ไม่ได้เป็นแบบนี้นี่นา
จี้มีความสุขเสมอ...
ตั้งแต่เมื่อไหร่นะ ที่ความสุขค่อยๆหายไป
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